I'll take your every suffering moment and bring a better day

Hohoho, I haven updated in a while. Been too busy with nothing. Hiakhiak. Okay fine, exams are in barely 2 weeks, I don't even wanna talk about it. Ask if I'm prepared HAHAHA far from being prepared I swear. ): How... So many things to do, so little time. ):

Quick update, actually nothing much to update. I've been pretty much the same. Just better days ahead I hope. Can't wait for this God forsaken period to be over! PMS + stress totally don't go. I eat so much I really scare the fuck out of myself. And everyday, I literally eat myself BROKE. Broke okay, how can anyone eat themselves broke EVERY FUCKING DAY!! Oh goodness, need to do something before something or some part of me grows out of proportion.

Back to my fat ways, back to my fat clothes. I think I can permanently pack my skinny clothes away because I HAVE BEEN FAT FOR THE LONGEST TIME NOW. ): I don't want this to be permanent! I need to go swimming/running on a regular basis, PRONTO. But after my period comes. HAHA seeeeee, procrastination kills the cat. Laziness is the root of procrastinating. ):

If you think you can get something out of my facebook twitter or blog, you are very wrong. Don't think I don't know what you're up to. Stalk all you want, I wish you could get something out of all of this. I wish I could do something to help. But sadly I highly doubt I'd be of any kind of assistance to you. I hope you'll get what you want out of what you are doing. Something other than a waste of time, and the satisfaction of disappointment to things I cannot provide.

Random note that I always bring up: MY ENGRISH ISH DETERIORATING AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT. I really need to start reading again. Really start. Not just tell myself I need to. Because this time round, I REALLY NEED TO. My grammar is atrocious, and my vocab is unbelievable. I cannot even remember when was the last time I ever doubted my own writing, other than now. The last time I had to fucking read my work a second time to check for grammatical, vocabulary and spelling errors. I don't know. Maybe I have been increasingly absent minded and careless lately but that doesn't serve as an excuse for poor english! ): Depwessed to the fucking max.